…that it definetly has. There has been so much going on since I’ve been back. I’ve found that part of the reason why there has been such a gap in my blogging is because I simply don’t know what to write about. So if any of you have ideas about what I could write about, lemme know. 🙂
But if I had to sum up the past 2 weeks in a few words they would be: eye-opening, change, friendship and God.
It was a big struggle for me being back in FG after getting the chance to go home. But now looking back on my first few days here, I see God there waiting for me…I just didn’t see Him. There have been countless moments since then where I can see God, through others and in the circumstances that I am in. In just this past week I have seen God pull me out of a rut that I was in…and provide people here to encourage me along the way.
One thing that I never thought that I would be thankful for in so many people is the fact that they call me out…having people who don’t sugar coat things for me. If I say something that doesn’t line up, or don’t understand something I have people who help me to find answers. I have amazing people both here and in San Mateo. But one thing here that I have never had at home so many relationships that 1. have formed so quickly and deeply and 2. with people who understand my past…have walked the same road that I have and are now on the other side.
That’s all for now. Hopefully I will figure out something to keep writing about.
He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.
And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all